I wanted revenge.
I wanted to prove that I am stronger now.
I wanted you to know that I am no longer that naive person that you took advantage of.
I wanted to stand up to you and tell you that you were wrong for what you did and you knew what you were doing, but you did it anyway.
I wanted to show you that I’m not a victim, but a survivor.
But, most importantly I wanted to prove all this to myself by standing up to you.
That’s why I wanted to go back on the second wave of the project. For me, to prove that I am stronger than you.