Every so often I wonder if there’s something wrong with me. I wonder why I’m still single, I wonder why I haven’t completely dropped all the weight I’ve been working so hard to lose, I wonder if I’m on the right track, I wonder if I’m doing the right thing, I just wonder about so many things.
I have been trying to read my Bible more and pray more, it’s gotten a lot better, it I wonder if I’m doing enough.
I have this compulsive need to fix everything and I don’t always know how or if I do, I don’t have the money.
There was a job that I was really interested in and 100% could have done, but they don’t think I have enough experience. The unfortunate part is I know that I would have done a fantastic job. And if they would have just given me a chance to learn, perfect my craft, and show them what I can do i know they wouldn’t have been disappointed.
I hate that no one can see how great I truly am.
Better yet, I have that no one is willing to see how great I truly am.
I don’t want to be alone forever. I don’t want to have to be constantly finding a job that pays more. I want something that will cover my expenses and my parents expenses easily.
I’m fortunate to have so much and I don’t take it for granted. Not one bit.